I was lost

I was lost..but why, I don't know muchI was lost..but how, I don't know to stopI feel so confusedMy heart is being torn at its seamsI forget all my thoughtsAnd right then and thereI am lonely,there is no one close,no one sees the painI want it could be downReally deep down insideI cry, hope is goneI am alone, and no one knowsGod, where are you?Why I am so hard to find you